Memory 52 - Significant Positive
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huntingMemory 52: Yuuki telling Zero she can't be with him
Memory starts here and goes through the chapter's end.
What he learns?
- He hurt himself on a vampire weapon doing something stupid.
- He and Yuuki are still pursuing Kaname, but she is unsure about working together now.
- Yuuki believe she belongs to Kaname.
- He feels their entire lives/relationship has been a setup by Kaname.
- He wants to find something real and feels better about starting anew.
What this means in Aather?
Well, there is lot of ANGER toward the implication that everything he feels for Yuuki was orchestrated by Kaname, even though Zero also feels it was Yuuki's own actions that saved him. But this idea of starting fresh resonates deeply with Thorn because it is very much a premise of Aather and he wants to know how Yuuki feels about everything once all the pretenses are washed away. He is not happy she's saying she belongs to Kaname because Kaname is a fucking asshole! But he also knows it's her decision, and he can't intervene. Overall, it seems like their relationship has matured and while he still loves her like crazy, he can accept where they stand. So he's all right with this memory. It also pushes him harder into having to think about whether he really has to return... and whether it will actually be all right to stay with Ace.
There's also some guilt about doing something stupid and getting badly here, but that's more Aather-related because of how Ace always gets on Thorn's case for doing the same thing. :x
Memory starts here and goes through the chapter's end.
What he learns?
- He hurt himself on a vampire weapon doing something stupid.
- He and Yuuki are still pursuing Kaname, but she is unsure about working together now.
- Yuuki believe she belongs to Kaname.
- He feels their entire lives/relationship has been a setup by Kaname.
- He wants to find something real and feels better about starting anew.
What this means in Aather?
Well, there is lot of ANGER toward the implication that everything he feels for Yuuki was orchestrated by Kaname, even though Zero also feels it was Yuuki's own actions that saved him. But this idea of starting fresh resonates deeply with Thorn because it is very much a premise of Aather and he wants to know how Yuuki feels about everything once all the pretenses are washed away. He is not happy she's saying she belongs to Kaname because Kaname is a fucking asshole! But he also knows it's her decision, and he can't intervene. Overall, it seems like their relationship has matured and while he still loves her like crazy, he can accept where they stand. So he's all right with this memory. It also pushes him harder into having to think about whether he really has to return... and whether it will actually be all right to stay with Ace.
There's also some guilt about doing something stupid and getting badly here, but that's more Aather-related because of how Ace always gets on Thorn's case for doing the same thing. :x