Memory 36 -Significant Negative
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Memory 36: Attacking Yuuki
Memory goes here through Page 12 of Chapter 4
What he learns?
- He's attacked Yuuki before. So badly that she couldn't even stand.
- Yuuki didn't know what he was before that, but Kaname did.
- Yuuki stopped Kaname from killing him that day.
- Kaname knows how precious Yuuki's blood is to him.
What this means in Aather?
This memory spooked Zero a lot when he took it, but Ace was adamant about Zero not hurting himself for the sake of Yuuki and pretty much scared sense into Zero. It stills shakes him up when he thinks about what he can do to people when in bloodlust mode, but Ace is helping him believe that their regiment of pills and blood is something Zero didn't have at the time so it shouldn't happen again. Zero still deeply regrets hurting Yuuki but tries not to think about it so he doesn't spiral.
Essentially, this could have been much more soul-crushing had Ace not intervened.
Memory goes here through Page 12 of Chapter 4
What he learns?
- He's attacked Yuuki before. So badly that she couldn't even stand.
- Yuuki didn't know what he was before that, but Kaname did.
- Yuuki stopped Kaname from killing him that day.
- Kaname knows how precious Yuuki's blood is to him.
What this means in Aather?
This memory spooked Zero a lot when he took it, but Ace was adamant about Zero not hurting himself for the sake of Yuuki and pretty much scared sense into Zero. It stills shakes him up when he thinks about what he can do to people when in bloodlust mode, but Ace is helping him believe that their regiment of pills and blood is something Zero didn't have at the time so it shouldn't happen again. Zero still deeply regrets hurting Yuuki but tries not to think about it so he doesn't spiral.
Essentially, this could have been much more soul-crushing had Ace not intervened.